Someday

Someday:

• Mr. Berg and I won't have to worry about money nearly as much as we do right this very minutes
• I'll have a oven that locks like it should.... the oven can't self clean without the lock working... booo
• The cleaning lady will come twice a month instead of once a month
• I won't obsess over my grocery list and the cost of every stinking thing
• My basil plant won't look half dead.... maybe it's getting too much sun? too much water? maybe I just can't grow basil?
• I'll live on the lake with my husband and my dogs and my cat
• We'll actually get a dog
• I'll have children and the things I worry about now will seem so small compared to what I worry about for them
• I will feel like I have it all together
• Mr. Berg will actually be home to celebrate my birthday with me
• I will remember to clean out my car, that thing is disgusting
• I'll have a kitchen with two ovens and a gas range.... oh how I wish :)
• I won't dread flying to Boston for Thanksgiving
• Organization will return to the office Mr. Berg and I are supposed to share
• There will be time enough for everything that needs to be done
• I might embrace the size of my chest

For Now

• I am thankful for all of the blessings in my life
• I surround myself with all the people that make me happy
• I take pleasure in the small things, even a clean kitchen
• I smile at the sunshine
• I try to do as much right as I can every day
• There is just enough of what we need for the moment
• I remind myself that some day the hard stuff will soften and fade
• I look forward to the little things